So I have two projects, this one and another focused on my hobby. I am gunna include a tag up top to differentiate things, but my main focus is this.

The title is a work in progress, I don’t expect it to be a thing by the time its published.

<.<;; If… If it gets published…

-Insert anxiety here-

Yes, yes, I know I should be more confident, ha… Ha. Hahaha… Ugh.

Anyways, a lot of what I have been working on is summaries, outlines, notes, you know, the things that largely never get seen by the time a book becomes a book? Yeah. That.

I can’t just sit down and plop that out, usually information comes in clumps riiiight about the time I have to do a do in the story and then I have to peel it from my brain and slap it wet and sticky into ChatGPT to translate the AuDHD word-vomit-dump into something far more organized and de-stickied than what would have happened if left to my own devices.

And yes, I know that using a critter is highly controversial, but you wanna know what? The ‘Guest Orientation’ spot in the outline section of googledoc shows a prime example of what it would look like (towards the bottom) if I didn’t.

I do not let it write out prose for me, I’m gunna leave that to the pay-by-chapter ads on Facebook and whatever else. Instead, it’s just a tool to help explain, give suggestions and just help me condense all of the me-ness into outlines/etc that may or may not be relevant later to whomever it may concern.

It’s not easy doing those things as my brain hates the monotony of the act, along with the filtering, constraint, yes. Just yes. However, despite all my rage, I am stuck in this cage, soooo... That kinda stuff needs to be put down because as I constantly forget, my brain isn’t as reliable for head-canon as I think it is. Yep. This is where the powers of Autism fail me lol.

But, today was a very productive day and even if I didn’t actually get to the story itself, I feel good. Now, my next goal is to finally master consistency! Ha…

Oh, yeah… Before I forget, I only give out the link to the project through text/email (typically face to face) or through the discord I linked on the main page. So if you are looking for a link here, I don’t wanna invite that kind of chaos (or plagiarism) so yeah…

Go click that button if you weren’t one of the lucky ones to meet me face to face.
Now to go to my grave…

Dies.